do frog princes wear crowns?

Broken.

I can't wait to have my hair cut on wednesdaaaaay.

Ugh, it’s horrible and ugh.

Last night i told M i had never been in a proper relationship with anyone.

And he said: You’re fifteen!

and i said: I know. I thought you were going to show me what to do.

And he said: Everything’s different with you.

and i said: Is that a good thing or a bad thing.

And he said: i don’t know.

I've broken my heart so many times i've stopped keeping track

ghostparties:

sunday afternoon
the light so grey and music repetitive
lie on the sofa, eyes half shut
lips half open, arm suspended from the edge of the sofa
we talk but we only whisper
look out the windows but still can’t think
efforts so frayed and music repetitive
birds, they dance in a thousand small shapes
the grass is wet when i fall on my knees
the moon is out but it’s still the day
we still don’t play, the music’s repetitive
i walked in the rain but i think it’s damp air
lie on the bed and my mind is still blank
legs in the air, peddle the air
i still stay and the music’s repetitive

i’ll just study my social studies notes for a bit and then i’m going to watch ugly betty and eat chicken and icecream and try to forget.

i really don’t want to see him or anyone.

i don't want to go to school tommorow

ghostparties:

frogsandcrowns:

But i don’t want to stay home.

go somewhere else. go to the city or the sea or just get on a train only to come back again.

 I might get a bus and a train and spend the whole day in town.

i don't want to go to school tommorow

But i don’t want to stay home.

I can't feel anything but the pain in my chest.

I was wearing my grey knee highs and the elastic was so tight my feet went numb and i didn’t even realise.

It’s all so fucking messed up.